A million thoughts have been running through my head since Dr. S called me back with the results of my ultrasound. I was nervous as hell for my MRI.
The MRI wasn’t all that bad. But that’s all thanks to the nurse that did it. She was so sweet and funny, I just wanted to be her friend. She gave me a washcloth to put over my eyes so I wouldn’t be able to see the machine around me and become claustrophobic. Even though I know I’m not claustrophobic, it really helped to have my eyes covered. The only uncomfortable part was that it’s hot as fuck in that machine! But to my surprise, I fell asleep in there… TWICE! Sure the machine was loud but the noises it made was a constant noise; and that’s how I can fall asleep. I can’t sleep in dead silence. Even if our house is cold, I have to have a fan on. Just because of the constant noise it makes.
MRI was on Wednesday the 15th. Friday the 17th Dr. S called me and explained that the MRI results show that it is in fact a dermoid cyst, the size of an orange! WTF!?!? Since it’s so big she said that I’ve had it for over 5 years. And now since it’s bigger than what they thought, I can’t have the “simple” outpatient surgery we were already planning on having. I have to have basically a c-section. A c-section without a baby. FML! Oh and the cyst is IN my right ovary!!! So there might be a chance that I'll lose it.
My pre-operation meeting with the Dr was this past Tuesday the 21st. SURGERY IS TOMORROW!!! Friday the 24th. Nervous has hell! Dr. B (my original RE) is going to be doing my surgery. Dr. B said that his main goal is to remove the cyst and not take my ovary. He said he will slice my ovary, peel it back, and make a hole in the cyst and suck the fluid from it so it'll shrink down and make minimal damage to my ovary so he can repair it and I can keep it. I have to spend at least one night in the hospital. Plus side is that Northern Starr can stay with me in my hospital room. That they have a pull out bed for husbands to sleep on, so the wives are more comfortable and at ease knowing someone they love is there with them.
Wish me luck for tomorrow. I’ll keep yall posted.